get on my level.
its weird when things hit you, but they have to hit you. no one will tell me what my rock bottom is, or what hill im climbing next, or what my view from the top will look like if i make it that high. i have a hundred people telling me that i destroy my own life, that it really is my fault, and although i don't act like it, i am actually aware of this. and i actually do love this. because i think its good to not want things. i think its good to be sad a lot, and darker than others, because when i live, i will know how to live. i will know how wonderful it is. and for that, you might become jealous. when we're older. and we're living.